PENNED DOWN MEMORIES

It was the last day, It ended so soon. For a sec I feel it started just few days back. To be with you all was so much fun. We all were together even in the worst situation. We fought, we cried, we shared even our worst nightmares. The biotech department, & our selfies spot was “the stairs” I will miss you all so badly, No more bunks, No more fights, No more chatting through chits during lecture and No more hugging tight. No more singing songs and No more high fundo thoughts, No eating during lecture and No more recess talks. No more cracking silly jokes and No more teasing around. No secret crush & No more personal grudge. I will miss the days we celebrated, our mast BIOTECH DAYS. I never thought our bond will grew so strong. On the path of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P.  We all will walk so long. Thanks a lot HIREN THE DANDIA (DANDU) for staying by my side. With you it was always a joyful ride. I don’t have words to e...

Only I know what I m going through now. M feeling too lonely, lost, depressed & constantly under some stress. Can anyone please tell me to overcome this how? The Pain is so severe, as if something inside me is broken. My heart is bleeding, bleeding in that pain, But why? What’s the reason? I can’t stop the tears; they are rolling down my cheeks, hot and salty. It feels as if a volcano is erupting in me, which was silent from years. Every night I feel it’ll be okay in the morning, There won’t be any weird feelings, There won’t be any pain, But at the end it’s all same again. Suddenly the place of anger is overtaken by tension and stress, I hope this all will come to rest. But for now m not at all good, I want to run away, Run away so far, that no one will get my way. I want to be alone for sometime so that I can figure out what’s wrong with me. M trying to be normal as much as I can, Controlling the tears and handling the situation, Waiting...  so that I...

My eyes where searching for you everywhere, They badly wanted to see you smiling & staring straight into them. They searched for you in corridor, in campus & also in class. you came running, you were in hurry it seemed. But we smiled again, i was so happy, i saw you atlast! I recalled the day wen we first saw each other, during F.C. lec,  the day when i banged my head on yua shoulder, the happiest moment for a sec. I was Sitting in a class waiting for my friends when you passed by. My heart skipped a beat watching you coming back to me.  The whole world had stopped, when you said hi. Y you moved out when my friends came?? I wanted to speak a lot. May be you where nervous too i thought. I saw you many a times staring at me, smiling & giving a naughty look. For a year this all continued, still we dint knew each other, so much of time it took. Finally the day came & lots of coincidence with it. Same exam hall, n you where just a...